I have learned...

    ... that you don't grow farther from grief. You just see it from a different place. But it is still inside of you, and raw like cracked eggs. 

  ... that my husband calculates every activity we do to estimate whether it will cause me pain or tiredness. 

  ... that most of us are unhappy because we refuse to admit that we are not happy.

  ... that the hardest people to reject are those that are working for our best interests. 

  And that, even if you refuse each passing day, the sun still rises.